i hate thursdays!!!
eeya..thursdae owaez very jia lat one lor..
my mood owaez change..
plus so upset le..
after tat boiifwen oso start to emo wth mi..
all thanks to big mouth nn oh my..
wan plae heart attack..lols!!
bt in order to cheer up myself..i join in..
pul boiifwen in..she at first insist not playin..
bt i tel her i more shang xin thn her oso can cheerup..
so she plae..in th end kept laughin..haha!!
cox ohmy kip winnin thn alvin chew oso join in..
after tat mi nn boiifwen quit playin..
poor big mouth..kip on giv they all slap her hand..

slept whole period at lit.
thn this alvin nn ryan giv mi 'mornin cal'..
thier mornin cal is very strong de lor!!
alvin:shout at my ear..push my chair..
ryan:put earpiece in my ear on pokerface loud loud..
stae bck for bangala lesson bt very fun..
at least i enjoyed my dae todae..
though i stil thought of him..
bt i noe..
thing tat r not mine..
would nvr b mine..

im so tired over u..
is this really heaven's fate..
i saw it all..
this time dun nid anyone to report or announce to mi..
saw it wth my own eyes..
could not bear wth it nn rush hm straight..
thx zuenn..ur comfortin words..
thx momie..for lettin mi cry on ur shoulder..

almost cried tokin on th fone wth u jux nw..
cant let u noe anythin le..
i wan time to turn bck..
turn til when i stil noe nth at all..
i was stubborn..lik owaez..
not knowin wad to do..
which path to take..
wrong..
i noe which path to take..
bt i chose to take th wrong one..

borin in class todae..
none of th lessons were fun..
slept half way nn stupid alvin came disturbin..
attended sc assembly nn th songs they played were..
no comments..
some hiper..nn some jux brought down my sprits..

because of u..i changed..
i changed into someone different..

angmoh nn chinese exam..
FINALLY end le..
tired ler la..
bt stil sat at busstop wth boiifwen nn third party..
ytd w8 for chocolate thn sit there c car fly..
went hm wth him..
thn saw one big big 'lambogine' when we were on th bus..
my lambogine is rubbish truck..haha!!
bt th ride was so quick nn short..
sobs..hw i wish it would nvr end lor..
flung my chinese paper..
dun even noe hw to read those chinese words..
went coffee shop wth regular 4..
bt we were eatin no peace..
laugh all th way through..!!
th kopi diam songs all outdated luhs!!
w8 for bus lik usual..
laughin nn thinkin lik owaez..sighs..
mayb we really werent fated this way..

i really wanted time to stop..
stop at where we were..
i was so upset..
ppl walk past were lik..another zabo..
i dun mind tat..
bt he told them i was not his..
i nearly shed into tears..
not knowin wad to do or sae..
i jux kept quiet..
u accompanied mi hm..
of i cox i was hapie ah..
bt sad too..not knowin wads in ur heart..
wad should i do or sae to express my feelings..?
eeeek!!
jux cant stop to hv sweaty pump when im wth u!!
hmph! so irritatin..
main point is..
hope u really understand ur heart..
who u really <3 nn able to acompany ur life..
i noe it might not b mi..
as i said happiness is for u..
deeply..no matter wad..
wo hai shi ai zhe ni de..
stil..u dont noe tat im owaez wth u..
its okae..as long as ur satisfied..
jiayou on exam..
hope it goes well..

ytd gt sec 2 streamin tok..
walao eh..is soooooo ps der lor..
my momie nn daddy both go..
thn everybody sae this sae tat..
bt fun la..saw maomao mummy..
haha!!! sadie!! nvr get to c big mouth parents..
haiyor!! jux walk into scool alrt s.c look at mi eh..
th yuefang eric..joyce..dun nid sae la..kahyi..
after tat went hm tok wth chocolate..
bt his fone get confiscate ler..cox use too much..
so sorie..everytime he cal mi..thn bil burse until very jialat..

this mornin went mac wth boiifwen cassandra nn third party..
kinda fun..actually..its owaez fun..as long its wth them..
bt sad sad..big mouth dint cme along..
she had tution..
heng heng todae stil had time..dint nid to snatch taxi frm auntie..
hahas!! we took bus nn th driver was lik..no drivin license de!!
lousy drvin lah..in th end..we were stil late for joseph lesson..
after tat went bbt nn pei cassandra nn kahyi w8 bus..
weather too hot so boiifwen fan mi lei!!
tat time very tired so oso lie on her shoulder..
wah..fridae mornin lie on his shoulder..
streamin tok i lie on my mother shoulder..
mornin w8 for boiifwen lie on third party shoulder..
thn at busstop lie at boiifwen shoulder..
haha!!
sighs..these few days very tired..
i tend to slp lik almost every lesson!!
last time i dun even encourage miss aw to slp..
nw..im so devastated over many things..

i gt no hope on u ler..
i give up..
really..
i duno wad to sae or do at this part of time..
i hv gt no path to chose..
im tired..really tired..
theres nth much i would hope for..
forget it..
there's nth left to do..
fulstop.

i duno wad to sae le..
u seem serious..
hahas..
bt..hw can i gain my trust bck towards u..
im so afraid of being hurt again..
i dun wan to hv more hurting days ahead of mi le..
wad can i do..i jux cant bear to let go..
i did try..bt..in th end..
i stil chose to w8 queitly..
i noe im so bodoh..
standin under th rain until th rainbow turns out..
nn u dint noe i was there all along..
do u noe it nw?
i jux hope tat u could do smth to prove u right..
its not tat i dun trust u..
u were th one who brought al my trust away frm mi..
i stil <3 u lik i owaez do..
its jux tat my faith confidence happiness were al gone..
its hard to brin it bck..
bt i stil belif in u..
jux giv mi more time to think..
i really dunno which way to turn..

todae shower tak half an hr!!
kip on daedream of wad happen thn waste th water..
wakakakaka!!!
its so..lols?
duno wad to express abt it..hahas..
bt u werent really serious r u?
i dont noe wad were u thinkin in mind..
i wan to trust u..
bt i dun dare..
cox i duno which sentence of urs is true nn which sentence is fake..
bt i noe one thin for sure..
tat is..
wo xi huan niXDXDXD
haha..
u made mi hapie nn cheerful at times..
u made mi sad nn upset at times..
7 months ler eh!!
u sure dint notice rite..
i oso duno wad i should tel u..
sighs..
u confused mi..

waaaaaaa......
i gt weird weird feelin when we tok on fone ytd!!!
zhe me ban..
duno hw to describe lei..
jux weird weird der..
i really gt so rough ma..
u not first person to sae mi rough ler..
oso duno ur boys is bluf mi der..
or i really very rough..
jux when bugis wth my mummy nn sis..
bt no mood to shop..
sighs..
why i different frm other girl girl..
they lik shoppin..buy stuff..
i jux c oreadi thn walk away..
why..jux bcox i rough ma..
sighs..
i noe im not th old mi le..

my eyes wan close ler..
bt jux cannot slp..
i very tired..bt gt so much things troublin mi..
todae run 2.4!!
very tired leh..
thn si eric..i run each round he cme disturb mi once..
hmph!!!!
in class th si alvin..
act is i trip him der..
actually is he go kick my leg lor!!
thn act act his leg very pain..
sae wad ah..
i put my leg straight straight out..
wan to make him fall down..
walao eh!!
after cca go coffee shop toilet..
sway sway nvr watch my way..
bang into eric again..piak!!
purposli block my way..diao diao diao..
blueh!!=P
thn i go hit his chest XDXD
after tat go busstop sit my favourite spot=)
haha..i think is memorable bah..